31 [M4A] in public I'm a tall masculine twink type, underneath, I'm a sissy wearing panties

I love the idea that everyone I know thinks of me as a straight masc guy, pretty in shape, strong, probably has had a lot of girlfriends, but in reality, under my clothes I'm shaved smooth, caged and plugged, with a tiny embarrassing little dick. I love to go home and change into my lingerie and put on my makeup and then shove huge dildoes up my ass. My little dick flopping around uselessly, squealing, listening to girly pop. I love thinking about how it would feel to be exposed, how it would shatter their opinion of me to see me in my natural element. Hit me up with your asl