SOMEONE, ANYONE, pls pls PLSSS give me some to my guidance to my situation as I AM BECOMING DESPERATE

Hey guys,

I am 18F, AND NEED GUIDANCE ASAP

The question off the bat is:

I need someone with psychic abilities to help me make a decision for my next course of action. This post is kinda long but PLS BEAR WITH MEEE.

I have been trying to manifest two things:

Getting into my dream choir before June this year

My sp and I back together (like, us being endgame)

Now I have hit a bit of wavering on both ends today, but really need some clarity for the choir specifically as this is my main priority for a few reasons.

Right now I want some guidance from someone who can see what road I will have to take to get into this choir before June. Basically, the director told me ages ago (early Feb) that there were no vacancies but wanted to hear me sing on the 16th Feb. I agreed and never heard back. Sent follow up, never heard back.

Now I know I’ll get into this choir eventually as I am too damn determined, in addition to other tarot card readers/clairvoyants ALL saying that I will, some even specifying before june, which is my goal in order to go with them on their choir tour in europe. BUT I am now stuck in a position where it is clear the director is unlikely to reach out on his own, which may mean I have to remind him in some way.

Do I:

- Email him a THIRD time reminding him

- Resend my application during their term break

- Leave it be as he will reach out eventually?

PLS PLS PLS if anyone can give me some guidance! Am determined beyond BELIEF, feel free to use me as practice for other things too!