Holi at home ( Pls read full kind depressed )

Ok so I feel few of you would relate to me

I am 20 my brother is 22 and one sister who got married somehow My parents are overcaring as hell

This thing has ruined our social life mental health and we can't even talk a sentence to anyone We feel ourselves dumb , and slowly even in our colony and relations see us as dumb and idiots because we never got exposure

They never allowed us to make friends ,never allowed for school trips ,never allowed to school by vehicle yeah literally only rickshaw till 12th , never allowed to go to birthday parties and all 🙂 and we watch our friends travelling to different cities and concerts meanwhile we haven't visited even park with friends Slowly due to this all of my school friends lost and I am alone literally 0 social life and sad depressed This thing breaks us💔

Today is Holi and we both are sitting at home Meanwhile girl in my neighborhood just 14 went away with his male friends to celebrate holi and all

have literally started hating festivals and weddings because watching everybody enjoy with friends and all gives me fomo as hell

Just fucking clowns sitting at home either study or go to shop ntg more than that Neither we can argue they will blame us only what the hell we can do

Wtf is this life this feels like hell

Neither we are so financially strong that we enjoy ourselves and take dopamine out of money

When we try to earn or do something even in that their fear and security They didn't let me go out for college meanwhile I was topper till school now pursuing b.com in tier 5 college🤡

They are forcing their food outlet which haven't been renovated since 100 years to my brother🤡 Even he is depressed and all

He wanna do business but they don't let him try new ideas and all always think they are superior and prove him dumb and make him quiet Just forcing their dead business of making food after being graduated from English medium🤡

Argue kroge to hume sunayenge ro ke dikha denge and all

Can you imagine ? Do you think we can ever grow? Hell naah this life feels hell

Pata hai aaj kya hua