I've finally accepted the truth: I can't do it alone.

I don't know if this really counts as a happy vent, because I've been crying sad tears on and off for the last 5 hours. However, I believe this realization I stated in the title will move me in a positive direction. No more waiting, no more delaying, as soon as I wake up I'm calling my insurance about getting into an intensive outpatient program. I'll drink myself to death if I keep going at it alone, that fact has been illustrated perfectly clear by my behavior these past 3 months including tonight. I know once I can kick this demon that is alcoholism I'll be a much happier, healthier, and overall better person. Anyways, I hope y'all have a great night, and thanks for reading my post.