Male Mountain Home Ar taking cock sucking plunge

I cant stand it anymore my life is consumed with cock sucking fantasies that I am thinking of putting an ad up on sex app and telling saying I will give someone a full session for as many hour as they want and suck slowly sensually all they want or let them use my mouth without mercy or safe words until they are fully satasified. I know its extreme but eighter ill love it or hate it so much the fantasy will be fucked right out of me.