A “friend” of mine r*ped me

When I was 18 I went on a family vacation to Destin, FL with some cousins and their friends. I was becoming good friends with my cousins friend as he was also 18 and was interested in the same things I was. The house was pretty big that we stayed in, each of the 5 families that came on the trip had their own room. And there was an additional room, with two bunk beds. Me, my friend, and his little brother took the room so we could play video games when it was nighttime. I slept on the bottom, my friend stayed in the top, and his little brother had his own. I believe it was the third night of the vacation and we wanted to stay up all night to play video games. His little brother wanted to go to sleep so he went to his parents room to get some sleep. We were playing on put Nintendo Switch playing Mario Kart and I started to get tired and wanted to go to bed. So I told him I was going to bed and he stayed up. After 5 minutes of getting ready for bed I finally fell asleep. But then all of a sudden I feel someone flip me over to my stomach. I was kinda freaked out so I peeped open my eyes to see what was happening and l see my friend without his pants on. He would then later get in top of me, roll down my pants and yeah… After he was done he went back to his bed and feel asleep. I remember sitting I there wondering what happened trying to comprehend what he just did. I stayed up that whole night just thinking about what to do. When the next day arrived I acted like nothing happened, scared to confront him about his actions, and he enjoyed that trip as if nothing happened. To this day I’m still mad that I didn’t fight back or tell him “what the fuck!” If you’ve made it this far, thank you so much for reading this, I hope you stand up against those who take advantage of you ❤️‍🩹🙏