Why would you tell me that...

You know how badly I react this specifically to this because of my mental disorder. It doesn't matter that you deleted that text, I still saw it in my notifications. I just woke up and now I know my whole day will be ruined because of this. I'm not being presumptuous, this has happened before.

I feel so sidelined by you, because I know that you mean so much more to me than I ever will to you.

They say that bottling things up won't make it better. But writing this unsent text makes me feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown...

Guess I won't be studying for that exam today.