Feel like I'm loosing my mind because I'm asking ai if what I'm feeling is valid

It started when my bf admitted that he might have a gambling addiction, and the times that he was gambling i needed him. I asked ai what to say and not to say in that situation cause I don't want to worsen it or make him feel like I'm his "enemy". Then recently we had an argument, i waited for him for an hour only to find out that he was with his friends playing billiards (he used to gamble there). I got mad and also sad because I finished all my tasks quickly just so i could hang out with him, now I'm asking ai if what I'm feeling is valid, or what I'm about to say is okay or not. I feel stupid for asking ai this things, but I don't really have anyone else to talk to and I don't want to ruin my relationship with my bf.