Commitment issues.

Throughout my journey with fighting porn addiction, I've always had this thought in the back of my mind, telling me not to quit porn. I admit that I find pleasure in watching porn and has been my go-to stress reliever for how long I've lived. Whenever I am feeling down, I watch porn, whenever I feel a lot of pressure, I watch porn, and it's basically been a "companion" in my life. However, I know that this mindset will set me to failure. I've grown attached to porn, and currently, I am having a hard time finding that commitment in quitting porn. It has been my comfort zone so leaving it is hard for me. I've been questioning myself if I really want to quit porn, and whenever I have doubts with myself, relapses and cycles are frequent.

I have some ideas on what the reason could be that I am having doubts with myself. Often, I find myself disconnected with myself. I let myself rot in social media and that really takes a toll on me.