I have not hug a woman in 3 years.

I am more of a lonely type of guy. Kinda socially akward and socially anxious all the time I dont know. My last girl friend ghosted me for no reason at all. Kinda fat so with no views of fibding a girlfriend. Even tough i lost like 120 lbs last year I know i am piece of shit for feeling bad about this but yeah just needed to vent.