it happened

ive been with this girl for 4 years since high school and she caught me today. shes always talked about how she hates porn and thinks its disgusting and on par with cheating which is fair. ive had an issue for a long time with porn and never got over it, ive always hid it but today she caught me red handed. i dont know what to do this girl means the world to me and ive ruined everything my whole future is ruined because of my addiction. she drove away to her moms place to get some space but god i just want to talk to her and at least move on peacefully. i dont expect her to want to stay