The world is a funny place haha

Watching all your fam just fall apart infront of your eyes haha. Its like one after another. Cancer , autoimmune disease, suicide. Now its just me vs the world. A 25 year old loser drug addict. There goes my mom , dad and sister. How to find joy and live life. Theres nothing left for me. Hahaha but remember gotta stay strong guys ! Life definitely gets better ! Time fixes all !