Honestly tired and ready to just quit everything

I broke up with my bf last night.

I want to block everyone and live completely alone. I already don’t have friends or really any family.

I’m tired of faking and being fake happy and fake normal. I’m fucking hurting and no one cares or understands.

Literally wish I could just pack a bag but I have cats.

I’m so sick of everything having meaning. If someone doesn’t do this it’s because of that and shit.

I’m tired and everyone I let into my life lets me down. Most people just take from you and then when you stand up to them, you’re the one that’s fucked up.