first ever soccer tryout

first day trying out for soccer

So me (f15) and my friend (f14) decided to try out for soccer with no experience.

We came a little late which was already embarrassing enough. When we came they were doing passing drills. I was reallyy bad and super embarrassed. I kept apologizing. I also have pretty bad social anxiety so I felt really exposed and humiliated

Then everyone seperated into who wanted to tryout for JV and varsity and i went to jv. thankfully we got to do 2 player drills because I just did it with my friend which was more familiar and comfortable.

I just feel really embarrassed though and I keep thinking about my mistakes (which were alot) and I just knew everyone thought I was so bad

My friend wasn’t really helping either she kept on saying how bad I was and how she believes she’ll make the team, not me. Which is fair enough to be honest I wasn’t very good

I want some tip for soccer and also to stop feeling this way. I’m bad at alot but also really bad at my left foot so some tips for that would be helpful