Want to die.

I truly want to die, I won't kill myself because I wouldn't want my puppy to end up in the shelter, but I truly do not believe in this world, I am just so tired, and even though I always wanted children, I am happy I do not have any because when I die I do not have to leave them in this Ghetto ass place we call earth!

I don't mean to be gloom, but nothing in this world truly makes me happy anymore mins my puppy, everything is the same in this world, doesn't matter if u work, run a business, have friends don't have friends and to be honest most ppl don't truly have friends because people do a lot of pretending!

Doesn't matter if your rich non rich, everything is the same just looks different to each person. I know the only thing to give me the peace I want is to die, and I am not afraid to die and look forward to it and if I didn't have my puppy, I would definitely do self harm, cause why be here, and do not waste your time commenting Bible verse you will be blocked, I have nothing against religion people, but I don't need some Bible verse it will do nothing for what I am feeling!

This is just something I want to write to get off my chest!