Should I give up on my dreams of forming a band?

I'm 19 and I dreamed of ts since I was like 12. Now that I finally got my hands onto an instrument (guitar), I can project ts long-term. Dude I don't even care about making it big lol, I'm just thinking abt it for fun and to put my heart into my favourite songs. for now.

The problem. This would be a metal band, but where I live there's not music culture, no one appreciates true art, what my generation likes is sht that you can't even consider music (bad bunny and stuff like that), and I don't have any friends because I'm an introvert, literally autistic and extremely ugly.

Should I give up on my hopes and dreams?