MD creating more insecurities

I believe that maladaptive daydreaming is creating more insecurities within myself since I’m always daydreaming about another version of myself or someone else who’s experiencing everything I want to accomplish. The person in my mind gets to experience that first before I ever get to. They’re more better than me and have all the aspects I want to have in myself. Then when I leave that daydreams I reflect on myself and this creates more insecurities as it shows what I’m lacking and what my daydreams have. What I don’t get to experience now but my daydreams gets that experience first.