Reverse Fanfic Chapter 31 Part 2/2
Choi Yeong-Ok: Huh.....??? Oh, my god...... He is so large.......!!! He is even bigger than Jamal and his brothers........!!! (turns to Silavira and begs for her life.) Please.....!!! Help me....!!! Make this stop!!! If you let me free, you can do whatever you want with me (sexually).........!!!!!!!! You can all too!!!!!! Don't you monks have all these desires too.....!!?? You don't have to let go of all your urges.....!!!!! We're all humans after all.....!!!!
Silavira: (Burmese accent) I may do whatever I want to you.....????
Choi Yeong-Ok: Yes....!!! Please......!!! So let me out..........!!!!!!!!!
Silavira: (Burmese accent) Of course...... (crounches down untie her ropes)
Choi Yeong-Ok: I'm free finally....!!! I'm- Huh!!?? (suddenly gets grabbed by the neck)
Silavira: (Burmese accent) No worries, I'll go gentle on you as much as I can....!! (Looks up to the limbless Choi Yeong-Ok, who was being grabbed by the neck over his head.)
Suddenly, Monk Silavira mashed Choi against the wall with all his might, with the impact echoing through the entire chamber, and kicked her with his shin using the roundhouse technique as hard as he could.
Choi Yeong-Ok: AAAAHHHH!!! WHY!!!??? I TOLD YOU YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH ME!!!
Silavira: (Burmese accent) And I did.....!!! You did say so yourself after all......!! However, if you meant in a sexual way, then no thank you....!! Our bodies are a temple, made for righteousness......!!I am in no way going to violate the Third Precept of avoiding sexual misconduct....!!! Especially for somebody who is a failure as a police officer, a mother, and, most importantly, a human being...!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: ..........!!! (groaning and moaning in pain. disbelief, and shame.)
Gyeong-Heo: Now, now, calm down, Silavira..... We have to keep her alive for a little bit more..... Maybe if she loses the allure of her no-good breasts, she will return to normal.....!! Come and get me the Iron Spider....!!!
Silavira: (Burmese accent) Of course, sir.....!! I already had them right here....!!! Here you go....!!!
Gyeong-Heo: Thank you.....!! (Sticks the Iron Spider inside the fire emitting from the wok burner.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: What..... what now....!!??
Gyeong-Heo: Just another step in your beautification process..... Vipassako, Tu Quang, clamp those onto her breasts and pull as hard as you can.......!!!!
Vipassako: (Khmer accent) Yes, sir... (coldly walks up to Choi and clamps the Iron Spider onto her right breast)
Choi Yeong-Ok: No..... NO....!!! NOO!!! Get that away.....!!!!!! (Tries to wiggle her limbless body in desperation.)
Monk Vipassako ignores her screams and pleas and proceeds to clamp the claws into the breast.
Choi Yeong-Ok: Owwwww!!! IT'S DIGGING IN!!!
Vipassako: (Khmer accent) Oh, I forgot to put the chain through this hole, my humble apologies..... No worries, this will be quick....!!! (puts the chain through the end with the hole and starts to tug.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: ......!!! (grunting and wheezing in pain as she hears the claw dig into her breast, producing the sound and smell of burning flesh)
Vipassako: (Khmer accent) And.......... presto!!!! (Rips off Choi's breasts with all his might.)
-Rrrrip!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: AAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!! MY BREASTS!!!!!! OOOWWW!!!! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS!!!!??? (screams in pain as she sees her right breast on a fiery Iron Spider with blood and breast milk spilling out from her wounds.)
As she was in the world of pain, Monk Tu Quang examined Choi's left breast, which was tattooed in a large portion...
Tu Quang: (Vietnamese accent) What even is this tattoo of a giant spade with the Latin Alphabet "Q" with a heart in the center with the term "BBC"? You were breastfeeding your new children with these dirty breasts......???? Haven't you ever considered the moral influences on those innocent souls....??? (sighs disapprovingly)
Choi Yeong-Ok: I-
Tu Quang: (interrupting, Vietnamese accent) You know what, we don't want to know..... Let's amputate these for good too, shall we.....???? (proceeds to repeat the same process as Monk Vipassako for the left breast.)
-Rrrrip!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! (wiggles her body in pain, spilling out more blood and breast milk.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: Huff....!!! Huff...!!! Huff.......!!! (tears as she tries to process the pain and tries to compose her breath as much as possible.)
Gyeong-Heo: Whelp, we've cleaned up her up quite well, didn't we, boys??
Hye-Min: Indeed, yes, we have, and I couldn't be any prouder....!! (chuckles with the other monks) What do you have to say, Dr. Oh Tae-Min???
Oh Tae-Min: Yeah, she looks nice.....!!! Although she is limbless, her face is still melting, and flat on her chest, she still looks a LOT better than before, that is for sure.....!!! And honestly, for a demoness like her, this state fits her the most of anything.....!! (laughs with the monks)
Choi Yeong-Ok: Please.......!!! No more.......!!! I couldn't handle it anymore.....!! Please, I'm very sorry for what I've done to those around me.....!!! All my colleagues and everyone in my life......!!!!! Let me live.....!!! I'll step down from being a police officer, be a witness, and I'll take good care of all my children, including my dear Park Seung-Hee.....!!! Give me a chance....!!!
The cold torture chamber falls to silence for a while, with the monks looking at each other, then suddenly....
Gyeong-Heo: Would you like another chance to make everything right.....???
Choi Yeong-Ok: Yes....!! YES!!! I want to make everything right....!!!
Gyeong-Heo: Do you wish this never happened....???
Choi Yeong-Ok: Yes..... I wish this never happened to me, and I want to go back to my former self....!!!
Gyeong-Heo: Do you wish to start all over again as a mother...????
Choi Yeong-Ok: Yes, yes, YES!!! I want to make everything right with them....!!! I want to love them all again!!!!!
Gyeong-Heo: Very well..... Let's grant you that wish then, shall we??
Choi Yeong-Ok: But I don't even have breasts to feed my babies anymore...... How could I even start all over....???
Gyeong-Heo: It's okay....... You can still be a wonderful mother again.....!! You really are lucky as you even get to start over with an even more superior child.....!!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: Are you going to impregnate me or what....???
Gyeong-Heo: Well, yes and no...... We are celibate monks, so we would not engage with you directly, but we will give you something nice instead as a surrogate child. Dr. Oh Tae-Min, open up her stomach all the way up to her uterus, would you....??
Oh Tae-Min: Of course, sir.... (Proceeds to grab a scalpel and dissect into Choi's uterus, inserting a tube inside the open wound.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: (groans in pain)
Do-Seong: Shh shh, it's all part of the process...... Now, here are your new babies......!!! (gently puts in some brown, oval-shaped thing inside the tube.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: What.... What even are they.....!!??
Do-Seong: The most superior children on this planet......!! These children can survive nuclear radiation, live without a head for days, endure starvation, and can even fly short distances.....!!
Hye-Min: Don't forget about the fact that they thrive in filth as well......!!! Normally, I don't like giving people spoilers, but your new children are baby cockroaches.....!!! Those oothecae were ones that were about to hatch any time soon, as well.....!!! You don't need any breast milk to keep them alive....!! Because they would happily eat your worthless uterus.....!!! (smiles demonically)
Choi Yeong-Ok: No No NOO NOOOO!!! GROSS GROSS GROSS GROSS GROSS!!! GET THEM OUT!!!! GET THEM ALL OUT!!!!!! THEY'RE HATCHING....!!! THEY'RE HATCHING INSIDE ME!!!!!!!! (squirms her worm-like body)
Rikkyo: We also have one more surprise for you....!! (pulls out another tube and shows it in front of Choi, then pulls down the shorts slightly.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: (frantic) WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW!!??
Rikkyo: (Japanese accent) Just giving you another set of strong children with far greater adaptability than cockroaches…!!! They’re intelligent, prolific, can colonize remote islands, survive ship sinkings… (pulls out a wide, see-through canister that squeaks and writhes loudly.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: (eyes widening in horror) Those are…!!!!
Rikkyo: (Japanese accent) Rats. One of the most superior survivors on this planet… I almost envy them…!!!! (demonic smile)
Choi Yeong-Ok: (frantically whines and begs)
Rikkyo: (grunts as he inserts the tube)
Choi Yeong-Ok: Aaahhh!!!
Rikkyo: (Japanese accent) What happens when we light this on fire…? The rats panic, run through the tube, burrow into your intestines to escape the heat in desperation…!!! You’ll be pregnant with so many children again… but this time you’ll feed them your worthless entrails…!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: (weakly) No… NO…!!!
Monk Rikkyo ignores her and sets the top of the canister ablaze. The heat surges; the rats frenzy, piling over each other until they stream through the tube one by one, forcing their way into her stomach.
Choi Yeong-Ok: AAAHHHHH!!!!! They’re… THEY’RE MOVING INSIDE MEEEEE!!!! OWW!!! IT HURTS!!! IT HURTS!! IT FEELS GROSS. GET THEM OUT!!!!!
Rikkyo: (Japanese accent) Hmm… not fond of your new superior offspring…? They haven’t even started eating you from within yet…
Gyeong-Heo: Oh, this torture method, I see....
Rikkyo: (Japanese accent) Yes, sir, Abbot.... I personally am very fond of this method....!!! This torture method was quite prevalent in military dictatorships in South America back in the Cold War. The Argentine military junta during the Dirty War under Jorge Rafael Videla and Chile under the Pinochet regime had utilized this torture method against political enemies, like leftists and other dissidents. Just as you have seen, the method involves you heating up the top part of the canister with fire, causing the rats to panic and travel up into the person's intestine....!!! After a while, the rats would grow hungry eventually and would eat through the victims' intestines, and at times, they would open a hole in the stomach and come out...!!! This method was shared by countries connected by a network under Operation Condor, which also involved Uruguay, Paraguay, Brazil, and Bolivia to a certain extent.....!!! It is also mentioned in the CONADEP, or simply, Nunca Más commissions made by the post junta government under President Raúl Alfonsín, who sought to reform his country and investigate human rights abuses under the junta....!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: These… these aren’t even human…!!!! They aren’t MY children…!!!! Why are you doing this…!!!??? I want my biological children back…!!!! How would they even live with a mother like me…??? Besides, if I die, won’t they be so pitiful…? Don’t you feel bad for them??? Making them lose their mother…???
Silence falls. Then Abbot Gyeong-Heo steps forward quietly.
Gyeong-Heo: Of course, we feel bad for your children… There is no denying that… Park Seung-Hee was betrayed by the person who was his entire world after his father’s death. Deceived again and again, his hope of ever seeing the mother he remembered from childhood was shattered completely. We also feel bad for the twins you bore with that criminal… They were born into this…
Hye-Min: Speaking of those so-called “superior” children you had with him—they were sold off to criminal rings specializing in child exploitation and human experimentation by the very Jamal you treasured. Both are most likely dead by now…!!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: What…? Are you serious…? He sold my babies…? That can’t be…!!! (trembles, eyes wide with horror and disbelief)
Hye-Min: You were too busy with your new lover to notice they were gone. Maybe you shouldn’t have shoved the entire responsibility of caring for them onto a shattered seventeen-year-old boy who could barely think straight. And I’m sure you knew Organization B trafficked humans—so what did you think would happen? Did you really believe he would raise them properly?
Do-Seong: Even if they were still here, how were you going to raise them? What values were you going to instill? Registration, immunizations, diapers, schools, toys, food—those are things a parent should consider before birth. None of that was possible for a traumatized teenager with no emotional or financial stability. You, as the adult, should have taken that role… Look at your chest—that milk was meant to sustain life and give your children a mother’s love and hope. Park Seung-Hee had that milk as a baby himself… It was never meant to be a prop for your twisted fantasies. Because of your promiscuity, you never considered your new babies might contract STDs—not just from fluids, but through breastmilk and blood too. That blood on your hands is the mark of disrespecting the unconditional love a mother should give.
Choi Yeong-Ok: ……!! (starts crying silently)
Dayanando: (Lao accent) While you called your son weak and pathetic, he endured immense physical and mental training here at the temple. A boy his age should never have to face trials that could destroy his body or force him to kill. Your treachery pushed him to those limits. Yet he defeated Jamal and his brothers at the very place his nightmare began—and you watched it happen. As a mother and officer, you should have considered the risk that your son could be injured or killed on the spot…
Silavira: (Burmese accent) That child was exceptional. He withstood everything we threw at him, even my hardest roundhouse kick, yet he never wished to give up. Despite immense pain, he kept pushing, barely giving himself time to recover. He woke up late to clean after training and cared for our horses behind our backs. What happened to him this past year should never have happened to someone his age. You must have put him through so much hell that our methods felt lukewarm to him…
Oh Tae-Min: When he first came to my office, he was malnourished, frail, and mentally shattered. Yet he set his own suffering aside to comfort another patient who arrived at the same time, promising to stay by her side. I was moved. Most teenagers are consumed by their own pain—he was different. He truly was the child of capable, just officers after all…
Choi Yeong-Ok: (weakly) I was surprised too… But before all this, he couldn’t do anything to protect me… He couldn’t even go beyond the law to get rid of Jamal or Superintendent General Yoo Kyung-Hwan…!!!
Gyeong-Heo: I agree—there was little a powerless teenager could do to protect his mother. No denying that. But you missed the entire point of his message… the truth in his heart.
Gyeong-Heo: (continuing) I don’t know what your relationship was like before, but if he loved you unconditionally, he wanted the best for you. Even after learning what happened that night and after your corruption, he still loved you. He believed in the justice that police officers stand for—making things right. When he said, “I’ll help you somehow…” he already knew, even as a powerless teenager, that he had almost nothing to offer against the rotting system that crushed you both. Yet he still promised help. Not miracles, not revenge, not power. Just staying. Standing beside you. Offering whatever small, quiet emotional scraps he could give, day after day, no matter how meager, until maybe—just maybe—you could find your way back.
When he said, “I will protect my mom,” he wasn’t speaking from strength. He spoke from the deepest part of a child’s heart that still believed his mother could be saved. He was already offering forgiveness before you asked for it. He was offering unconditional shelter—no matter how many times you hurt him, no matter how far you fell. He was saying: I will carry your shame with you. I will stand in the fire beside you. I will accept every scar, every failure, every betrayal… if it means there is even the smallest chance you will turn around and come back to me. That promise never came from weakness. It was the heaviest, most selfless love a child can give a parent who has wounded him beyond words. He was ready to shoulder the impossible—just for you. Just so you could have one more chance to be the mother he once knew.
And yet you answered that love by choosing, over and over, to become the very thing he swore to protect you from. You instilled deep poison inside him, irreversibly damaging his sense of justice.
Choi Yeong-Ok: (staying silent in realization, thinking back)
Hye-Min: And when he left home, he could have taken a completely different path if he hadn’t met Mr. Han Jae-Joon and his Jopok men. He could have carried that poison and unleashed it on another unfortunate family. He might have found refuge, but would the environment have been healthy? You taught him that unrestrained sexual power was 'true justice', making him abandon righteousness for lust. He was already volatile. If he had been tormented even more, he had the potential to explode in the worst way possible and become a clone of you—repeating the same cycle of despair and evil.
(As a reference to Laliberte's original plan for Park Seung-Hee to become the new villain in the manhwa "FALLING", where he was bullied by the woman's son even more, and finally became evil, leading to another cycle of repetition in "Yuj" eventually. However, in this timeline, Seung-Hee was heavily reprimanded and beaten by Monk Changling for showing even just the slightest trace of sexual desires off-screen.)
You didn’t merely fail to come back. You poisoned the memories he was desperately trying to preserve. Every time he closes his eyes and tries to remember the mother who once taught him right from wrong, he now sees the woman who laughed while he was humiliated, who helped drug him on his birthday, who watched him bleed and did nothing but smile. You turned the face he loved into a mask he fears. You turned the voice that once comforted him into one that still whispers betrayal in his nightmares.
Hye-Min: (continues) There is an old teaching from Mencius from ancient China that says: Human nature is good at birth, like water that naturally flows downward. But just as water can be dammed, diverted, or poisoned by a foul environment, so too can a child’s innate goodness be twisted and corrupted by the wrong surroundings. Your son was still carrying that original goodness—the same goodness you once nurtured in him. He was still trying to protect it in you. Even when the entire corrupt world screamed that it was hopeless, he refused to let go of the belief that his mother could still be saved… because he had been saved by the memory of who you once were.
Do-Seong: And yet you—the very person who should have shielded that goodness—became the foulest influence of all. You did not just stand by while the environment poisoned him. You became the poison. You poured it into his cup with your own hands. You watched him drink it, and you smiled. The effect was even greater because you went from great justice as a police officer to great evil even more…!! Did you really understand any of your children at all…? That doesn’t matter anymore—you have no right to call yourself a mother…!!! Why don’t you make it up to him and everyone around you by caring for those children inside your stomach right now…? Why don’t you taste just a billionth of Park Seung-Hee’s pain…? Why don’t you care for those superior children inside you…!!?? (glares into Choi Yeong-Ok's eyes)
Choi Yeong-Ok: Agghhh... aaaahhhh......!!!! (tears streaming down helplessly)
Oh Tae-Min: We will give you time as you care for your new wonderful children, so we will be back in about 24 hours.....!!! So let it begin....!!!
Gyeong-Heo: I almost forgot, we needed to give her a red-hot crown for her head. (Brings out a metal pot that was all red and hot in his gloved hands.) After all, she is considered to be the "Queen of Spades," so she must be some kind of royalty, am I right...?? For our very special queen, we have prepared a very special iron pot crown....!! (places the iron pot onto Choi's head, burning her hair and scalp.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: AAAAAAAHHHH MY HEAD!!!!!! IT'S BURNIIINGG!!! (Shakes her head around in immense pain.)
Tu Quang: (Vietnamese accent) Oh, is this the ancient Japanese burning pot torture....???
Gyeong-Heo: Yes, Tu Quang, this is the ancient Japanese burning pot torture used during the Warring States Period. It involved heating up a metal pot until it was all scorching and red, and you would place it onto the victim's head, burning through their scalp and hair..... Sources claim that the Nichiren Buddhist monk Nisshin had the exact same pot placed on top of his head by a shogun of the name Ashikaga Yoshinori.... This had to be done very carefully, or else the heat would expose the skull too early, causing necrosis and ultimately killing the victim. This is the perfect crown for a selfish and oppressive queen like herself, so maybe this little thinking cap would help her think about what she did....!! She can also give birth to so many new children and subjects who will protect her new hobbies and lifestyles, and make an entire new family and colony of filth and debauchery....!!! (chuckles evilly)
Beop-Seong: Sir, Abbot, I think those are ant queens, but I'm pretty sure she will love her new family....!!! Let's give her some nice and warm motherly moments with them, shall we?
Choi Yeong-Ok: No...!!! Help....!!! It burns....!!! It hurts inside me.... Don't leave me....!!! (begs weakly as she sees Dr. Oh Tae-Min, Abbot Gyeong-Heo, and his monks leave the torture chamber.)
~Thirty hours later, the group finally comes down the stairs to meet Choi Yeong-Ok again
Choi Yeong-Ok: .................!!!!!!!! (groans and bubbles from her mouth weakly)
Changling: (Mandarin accent) Hmm, the rats must have eaten through her intestines and bit through her stomach, I see....... (places his thumb and index finger under his jaw as he leans in to observe the rats biting through and opening up a hole in her stomach, as they were squeaking desperately to get out of Choi's stomach, with some even crawling all around her and sniffing her, with some even licking the dried up blood and breastmilk mixture where her breasts once were.)
Vipassako: (Khmer accent) Also, notice her uterine area growing somewhat grayish, black, and reddish...... I guess her cockroach children must've eaten through her uterus.... Causing infection and some necrosis.... She even made a mess with blood, diarrhea, urine, and vomit..... And her facial area that was exposed to the HF acid had melted off completely, exposing her teeth and more of her zygomatic bones as well....... There are also some cockroach babies coming out as well..... What should we do with her.....??
Gyeong-Heo: Dr. Oh Tae-Min, could you stitch her wounds up.....??? You also do not mind us asking you to help clean up after her and give her a pair of new clothes....???
Oh Tae-Min: No, problem........!!! Just give me at least 20 minutes....!!! I'm also going to have to give her some IV drips as well....
Gyeong-Heo: No problem.....!!!!
~Twenty minutes later
Choi Yeong-Ok: (groans weakly) Uuuuuggghhh.....!!! I'm sorry......!!! Please forgive me.....!!!
Gyeong-Heo: Hmmmm.... Looks like she finally regained the energy to be able to speak again.....!!! How were your wonderful times with your superior babies....???
Choi Yeong-Ok: (groans weakly) I......... I am no mother...... I am a dirty whore.....!!! A failure of a mother.....!!! Forgive me......!!!!
Gyeong-Heo: We agree..... You were a terrible mother....... Well, I guess we have one more reward for someone like you......!! Everyone, bring out the giant pit....!!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: What....?? What now??
Gyeong-Heo: Since you seemed to love and adore big things inside you, we decided that we shall grant you your final wish.....!!! Behold, the giant metal pot of snakes, just for you....!!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: S-snakes....!!!!????
Gyeong-Heo: Yes, snakes....!!!! They are very slimy and quite thick as well, if that is what you are into....!!!
Choi Yeong-Ok: Aaaaaahh!!! Please spare me....!!!
Gyeong-Heo: Are they all hungry....???
Do-Seong: Yes, sir.... They're all active...!!! (hits the snake pit with a wooden stick and makes the snakes hiss and show their heads from the pot.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: .........!!! (gasps in fear.)
Gyeong-Heo: For your last history lesson, this style of snake punishment was invented in Japan during the Warring States Period, particularly used to target Christian missionaries and converts. The method involved stripping down the victims and throwing them into pots that were filled with snakes just like this one, but then, it involved heating up the pot with fire, causing the snakes to panic and climb inside the human's body....!! The snakes were then stimulated by people beating them with sticks or setting them on fire from the outside, and they would then be startled and bite anything in their vicinity, regardless of whether it was another snake or a human. It is also mentioned that it was used by Maeda Toshitsune to execute his wife's wet nurse after he found out that she lied to him about his wife being in poor health and having her separated from him.
Gyeong-Heo: (continues) Also, snakes have a habit of burrowing into holes. Trapped in jars and vats, with nowhere to escape, they would burrow into human mouths, localities, and anuses. Moreover, once inside the body, the snake’s scales are obstructive and cannot be easily removed. The snake, unable to breathe, then bites into the internal organs in an attempt to get out. It is such a fitting punishment for a sex-addicted fallen policewoman like you, Inspector Choi Yeong-Ok....!!! Aren't you excited for your ultimate fantasy to come true...???
Choi Yeong-Ok: AAHHH!!! NO NO NO!!!!!! (wiggles around like a worm desperately trying to escape.)
Gyeong-Heo: Hmmm, she is quite bad at giving up, isn't she....?? As a responsible adult, you should be able to face the consequences of your actions, don't you think....??? Silavira, grab her by the neck.....!!!
Silavira: (Burmese accent) Yes, sir........ (grabs Yeong-Ok by the neck as told.)
Choi Yeong-Ok: (Screams and shrieks in hysteria and fear.)
Gyeong-Heo: It is such a shame for someone who was once the incarnation of unconditional justice fall so low and change by 180 degrees.... Do you have any last words....??
Choi Yeong-Ok: I CURSE ALL OF YOU!!!!!! (crying and shrieking in fear and resentment.)
Gyeong-Heo: I see...... Whelp, I'm sorry we had to meet like this..... Begin Silavira...!!!
Just before Choi Yeong-Ok was dropped into the snake pit, the heavy door opened.
Park Seung-Hee: Wait up!!!! Let me have my last words with her.....!!!! Please, I want to say something to her!!!!!!!
The monks look to the direction of the door, where Seung-Hee was standing....
???: Yeah, we talked about this yesterday..... I also want to have some final words with her as well...
Gyeong-Heo: Look who we have here.....!!! We were expecting you.....!!! Have you been feeling better....???
~End of Chapter 31
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