I like how I smell when I'm unwashed

I don't shower often due to certain medical things I don't wanna talk about. This causes me to smell, and I smell like weed. Although I can't/dont smoke anything because of state laws. I like the smell. I like my natural body odour and I wish it was acceptable or safe to keep it. I wonder if it smells like weed to anyone else. It's only in my underarms though which I am confused about. But yeah, I'm tired of feeling alone in this, and being shamed for it (albeit, by only 1 person). I know it's wrong and I try really hard to wash, but on top of everything else that complicates the process, the comforting smell of weed that I wish to never vacate me doesn't make it any easier to get on and shower. Thanks for listening 🤟🏾