Still thinking about my dream last night.

So some background - I had two dogs, brothers born together, since they were two months old, Romeo and Cooper. A few months ago, Romeo passed away at 13 years and 8 months old.

In my dream last night, my mom, sister, bf, others and I were supposed to go on a little vacation. My mom kept saying we need to leave and get there before it starts snowing because it was supposed to be bad.

So we got our things ready, I grabbed Cooper, and as we were about to head out, I asked everyone where Romeo was. My mom said he’s still at the house (the house we lived in when I was younger). I freaked out saying we can’t leave Romeo there by himself all weekend, we need to get him. My mom said we don’t have time to get him if we want to get there before the snow, but I told them I won’t go then because I’m not leaving Romeo.

I went to the house and straight to the bathroom somehow knowing Romeo was in there. The door was closed, and I kept trying to twist the knob but the door wouldn’t open, it was locked.

That’s when I woke up. I didn’t get to open the door. I didn’t get to see Romeo. My heart broke all over again.

I think I had this dream because it’s kinda what I’m feeling in real life. I want to get to Romeo, I want to see him, but it’s not possible.

Just wanted to get this out.