(Cautionary tale) memories from when I almost died, breaking bad style

I was young and stupid, and benzo naïve for the most part.

I had been taking Ambien for sleep here and there until one time I discovered it could be used recreationally by accidently taken 2 pills (forgot I had already taken 1) and had a LSD like mixed with xanax experience. It was awesome!

Around the same time I learnt PGB could also be used rec, so I tried 600mg from a baseline of 50mg

Then, I decided I might just also take 2/3 Ambiens for the lulz and a few pints of beers.

I went to bed with a girl , still another pint ready in my night table and a video to enjoy the "trip"

Next thing I knew I woke up like 10hs later, still with the headphones and the pint of beer intact, I likelly never made it to drink a single sip

Later over the day, the girl told me that she woke up and found me passed out, lying on my back (I alwas sleep on my side) and foaming, with foam sorrounding my mouth as I breath.

She told me that she was so upset that she just left me there and went about her day, Walter White style.

I dont blame her, but I broke up with her later. She could have just put me in the recovery position.

But the warning here is **never do this** , especially if you are benzo naïve. Never mix with alcohol and small quantities is key.

And if you're not anxious, legit anxious like PSDT, GAD or PAD, dont take benzos, not worth it

We were both pretty ignorant with drugs at the time. I believe she didnt even knew about the recovery position or aspiration risks