19 [M4F] I want to lose my virginity to a soft dom goth girl

Basically the title. I am a college freshman, I'm white, I've got a 7 inch dick (thick too), I'm a freak but also super chill if I know you irl (I keep my freakiness secret), and honestly, I want to lose my virginity to someone I have an emotional connection to. But, I also want this person to have the soft dom and goth mommy architype. I find goth/alt girls super attractive and the thought of them taking my vcard and domming me turns me on. I also am really into thick thighs, tattoos, skirts, and dildos, I love dildos.