He called me sister

I have 4 LO's (yeah I know, it's a rotating door) and one of them is a much older man...17 yrs older. Today, in a text, he wrote "Yeah sister" and honestly... that'll do it. (Edit: felt like rejection) I'm no contact with 2 of the other 3, and the last one is my forever LO (22 yrs)

that just hurts my soul everyday but I guess this is progress.

Edit: not sure why this post got a mod comment. I know what limerence is, I'm the poster child for it.