Gooning to myself

Do any other sissies experience this? Where after a sissy session with lots of pics and videos you just stroke yourself into oblivion watching yourself behave like a slut? I have the this big fantasy about being a pornstar and every time I look back at my memories I cant help myself. To top it off I literally just now found out how to use AI to make myself suck and fuck as many perfect cocks as I want in short scenes 🤤