Losing my mind over this 78 that I own.

I noticed the "playlist for heartaches" on the sidebar on YT and don't see mine at the front, and it's not even in it, and let me guess again it's for "the day" isn't because all that info means shit to people correct? it's fucking uploaded to my channel and still not in the playlist, and comes back to "day" for the date, because that's what these fucking people want basically, they don't give a shit about anything so far from me, but that with or without saying it. Anne's reply this week is still going to happen, but this patience is weary for me. I don't have an actual day for it ok? but they will fucking say it's a dub, it's jan 27 or feb 6 and I will say it, it sounds like it, but it's also confusing me they are correct and I'm wrong how can you tell the difference I feel fucking depressed is how I feel, and this chat is almost near the end for messages, but I don't want it to end. If someone can just tell me about the day for it, that's it. it has to fucking exist. and yes, I went back to reddit for a bonus final time to post my shit, showing off the first three, and saying how Thanos feels, but back to me, I'm fucking over this shit, and just want an answer. but then again what else do I have left? I explained info, I explained the shit of how it got bought and whatever, and other information for it, but I don't have a day and they keep saying how it's just the fucking dub, and how there's no difference between that and the other, and I agree with them, however with my shit being spaced out and no hyphen it, how the fuck do I explain this to you people if my 78 is the first one or if I'm just lying to myself and all of this is a waste of time overall