My experience with ED

I am 44 years old and I began suffering from ED 12 years ago. In fact I am pretty sure it had to do with the break up of my last long term relationship which was between 2014 and 2016. I had a brief relationship in 2023 but it was over within less than two months mainly due to my ED.

Between 2023 and now I have been drinking heavily and smoking copious amounts of weed because I feel like no one will ever want to be with me, because of my ED.

This may sound overdramatic but I feel like my life is over all because I can’t get hard anymore. I have tried Viagra and Cialis and it didn’t work because the problem is in my brain.

Maybe I should be looking for a group discussing alcohol abuse or cannabis abuse, but the main reasons for those addictions is my ED and the psychological impact it has had on me.