F20 My bff ate me out on the kitchen counter

Blonde guys have never been my type , but i NEED to confess that i’ve been fantasizing with him for a very long time. He’s one of my best friends and i never acted on my urges cause i didn’t wanna ruin the friendship, but there’s always been some sexual tension between us, i knew it wasn’t just me.

So me and my group of friends rented an Airbnb for a weekend trip recently, we spent the whole day at the pool, drinking and playing games, then we all went to bed, but i couldn’t sleep so i got up to get a bottle of water. I was checking my phone till someone came into the kitchen, i look and it’s him, we started talking about silly things and then one thing led to another and another.. it all escalated quickly.. i was still kinda drunk, but I didn't care at that moment; I just knew I really wanted him. We were standing facing each other, and we finally kissed. He started pushing me toward the counter, and he lifted me to make me sit there. The kiss was getting very intense, and I tried not to make too much noise so we wouldn’t wake anyone. He looked at me with so much desire. I was already wet and yearning for his touch.He played with my boobs over my shirt and then slowly went down, took off my shorts—I sleep without underwear, so that was it—and he devoured me like a starving man, while I grabbed his hair and head with my thighs. He had to reach up and cover my mouth so I wouldn't make any noise. I came harder than I ever had, breathless and completely exhausted We kissed again, without saying another word. He smiled at me and left. The next day, among all my hungover friends, no one noticed the secret guilty glances we were exchanging. Or at least I hope so.