50 [TF4F] looking for some help and fun!

Hi there. What to say.. I’m 50, mtf, still not transitioning, but getting to the point of needing it. I guess I want to just discuss life as a woman (who likes women). I love femininity and just want some gentle encouragement. Should this be the year I move towards hrt and becoming a pussy haver? Pros cons, thrills and annoyances, I want to learn about the life I’ve missed, but hopefully will get. Quite open to all sorts of conversation ideas not exclusively, but linked to the idea of being a woman.