Looking for a Taekook Fanfic

Hi guys

I'm looking a a lost/deleted taekook fanfic on youtube. I don't know if it moved over to a different platform or was just deleted entirely.

It's called 'Expecting You'. I don't remember who wrote it, but it was an absolute master piece

I think it like 2 to 3 seasons, and they don't officially get together until the end of S3, cuz something always ends up happening at the very end of S1 and S2. This ff was mafia trope, where both Tae and JK were from mafia families. sadly the only major thing I remember is at the beginning, JK ends up in Tae's house/mansion and all the lights are off. I think JK is there to kill Tae, but ends up right in his room.

Another fanfic that I wanted to find was 'The mafia's Baby' it's top JK and mpreg. Where Tae has a child. The father is JK, but Tae runs away from him and hasn't seen him in 5 yrs. The story includes Yunho, and Lisa (who is supposed to get married to JK because of his mum). There are all the other members as well. The major thing i remember about this is at the end, JK sh**ts his mum.

Sorry last one guys, 😅

These were my first few ffs and I miss them alot.

Last one is called 'Blue'. It had 3 seasons in think, and Tae and Jk met at a coffee shop at the very beginning. I think JK was working there and Jimin dragged Tae out to go to a Cafe. This was also on youtube and I can't find the full versions anywhere.

If any of you have any recollection of reading/watching these, please let me know so I can have someone to relate to haha 😄

And if any of you have updates, also let me know.

Thank you so much guys

Sorry for the super long post 😅😅