Urge to send

Throwaway account for an obvious reason. Although im in a relationship i still check out this community from time to time. I was a sub before my relationship and i am still craving it sometimes. I do not intend to serve or spoil anyone! I like to have a look on some dommes and i imagine myself serving them.

The problem is that i discovered a profile and she instantly took my attention. I checked her out multiple times a day and for me it is so hard to resist… if i was single i would beg her to be her sub. At the moment i am so scared to relapse or do smth stupid that i would regret. Is anyone in a similar situation? Also interested in a dommes view