Pata hai aaj kya hua

Pata hai aaj kya hua, to start of from start, I was engaged to this girl since December, I was so negative before engagement tht I said no but parents forced me into it, now girl was so nice and would talk to me and everything was so better, evn tho I had said no after engagement I did treated her best, we imagined world together and me being 27 and I have never fallen in love before so I fell in love for her dumbness and everything evn tho she wasn't best looking, I don't care about those things, I made her feel tht she's appreciated, loved, and wht not, fast forward to yesterday I called her, she was busy, she told me it was her family member, i thought ok again after some time same happened, me being person who have seen lot of things, my mind sank coz she doesn't have friends nothing, so, so Im little rational person so I checked here and thereand turns out she was talking to two guys, sending nudes, and having video calls and cheating on me.. Evn tho I have seen ppl been through this myself being in this place my heart just skipped beats my stomach feels hollow so hollow I wanna die, she lied to my face.. I don't know wht to do..

I just wanna die..

I don't want anything just say or pray for me or tell me wht to do..