ISO Black matte liquid lipstick

Hi y’all! I’m an elder emo in love with black lipstick. In particular Jeffree Star’s ‘weirdo’, but I can’t find it anymore 💔 I’ve been on the hunt ever since but alot of supported brands seem to be america only and I’m from Belgium. NYX seems to be supported alot but those lippies don’t stay for me. Does anyone have any other tips?