Met with a guy for the first time, with intention of blowing.

I [30] fooled around with a friend but only using hands on him a few weeks ago, and for me it sparked a curiosity.

I had some support from my last post, which I appreciate.

I found a guy on grindr who was open to a guy with no experience blowing him, but without any reciprocation.

I’d asked him to lead things as it was so new, so it stated and I undressed completely as he asked.

Then he asked me to undress him, which I felt clumsy but tried to do it smooth as I could.

He’d sent pics, but a real dick in front of me that close to my face was pretty crazy.. I started using my hands to get him hard but he asked me to use just my mouth.

It grew so my mouth until it felt like it was way bigger.

I tried my best to build up a rhythm, but tips would be welcome?

I couldn’t deepthroat etc I just stuck to what I could handle.

He asked me to get close to my edge, and I did stop at this point as I said I just wanted to give but he insisted he wouldn’t touch - so I did try, and it made my heart beat so fast in nervousness.

He asked me to use hands as well toward the end, and he kept asking me to slow up then speed back up.

Didn’t really know what to expect, and we didn’t talk beforehand. But I felt myself moan as I’d been keeping myself on the edge with my left hand.

He pushed my head down an I did feel him convulse , so I did pull away but he bust loading my mouth and on my face. And this feels a little embarassing but I came as well during this all.