Do you fear your partner give up on you?

To those with mental health issues, do you fear na baka one day mag give up nalang partners nyo sainyo? Do you get the emotional support na need nyo from them? How do you handle relationships?

I was diagnosed with MDD and GAD just last year september. My bf just broke up with me. I dont know what to think, some part of me blame myself cause i’m always crying and I really find comfort in him. Hindi ko sinasadya na ma drain sya. Some part of me is blaming him for giving up so soon. I’m really trying my best to improve, to heal. Then this sudden heartbreak, grabe ang impact sakin. Hindi ako makakain, hindi ako maka focus sa work. How I wish this pain can just go away overnight 😭