[F4A playing F] You ever just need to get naked, lay back, and talk about your trauma while another girl runs her hands all over your body until you have a screaming, crying orgasm?

There's a story that I read years ago and have never been able to find again, but it's been stuck in my head ever since then, and I really want to try to recapture the feel of it today. You're exactly the kind of girl that everyone always warns people to stay away from. A high-strung, slightly manic, tightly-wound ball of insecurities and trauma who would probably completely unravel if she ever took a moment to really relax. You're the picture attached to the UrbanDictionary article entitled "Don't Stick Your Dick in Crazy," but I don't have a dick, so I'm taking my chances. The thing about you is that you're unreasonably hot. Not just your body (which is completely unfair), but your personality. Something about the way you squeak and stammer, then stare off into space thinking about all the awful shit that's happened to you, then completely snap back to reality with a big smile and a genuine apology. . . it's enticing. It's different. It makes me want to find a dark, quiet place and give you something new to fantasize about when you're touching yourself in your bedroom at night.

And for the past few weeks, the two of us have been doing exactly that. Getting together, kissing, touching, slipping out of our clothes and making some new memories. Thing is, for the most part, we haven't exactly been having sex, because someone as broken as you just can't manage to enjoy a roll in the sheets like a normal woman. Our go-to activity involves both of us getting naked while you lay on top of me and talk all about the horrible things that other people have done to your body. Whether that's rape, molestation, incest, or even just friends being pigs and mentally messing you up is completely up to you. All I want to do is lay back and run my hands all over you while you dig deep into your memories. I want to whisper in your ear and hold your breasts while you relive those awful experiences, half comforting you and half helping you get back into the mindset you were in while it was happening. Is it maybe the weirdest thing that's ever happened to me in the bedroom? Absolutely it is. But you're hot enough that I can enjoy anything, as long as you're naked and begging me to touch you.