Turned 20

Was in bed last night thinking how crazy it was I’m already 20. Remember being 12, thinking how far 20 felt, remember those days like it was a couple yearss ago and it’s been nearly a decade. Sometimes I’ll sit with my eyes closed saying “now is now, now is the present and the present is now.” And then I’d stop and open my eyes and boom, what felt like the present is already passed and happens 24/7 , this would have me tripping out on how time don’t stop and always will come. Kinda messes with me. Made this cuz I couldn’t sleep sry for any mistakes.