“Always”

Almost 3 weeks out after 4 years together, sometimes things feel slightly better usually they don’t. She found someone that would make her happier I want her to be happy. She texted last night apologizing for hurting me. I feel so lost, I can’t bring myself to block her number incase she really ever does need me. She blocked me most places and I had to block on the rest. When we were together we always said we were like lily and Marshall, now I’m sitting here wondering if I’m just going to become Snape and hold onto “always”.