Quiet girl… until the walls aren’t soundproof

Turn off ba sa inyo kapag loud yung girl?

Because honestly, even I surprised myself.

In real life, I’m a very soft-spoken person. Mahiyain. I hate public speaking. Minsan nga people ask me to repeat myself because my voice is too low. I’m the type na mas listener kaysa talker.

But apparently… ibang story pag nasa kama na.

At first I thought it was just normal reactions. Soft breaths, quiet sighs, the kind you don’t really notice. Pero habang tumatagal, I realized my voice changes when I’m really in the moment. From soft sounds… it slowly turns deeper, heavier, harder to hold back.

And the weird part is, I don’t even notice it while it’s happening.

Minsan after everything, napapaisip ako like, “Wait… ako ba talaga yung gumawa ng ganung ingay?” Because outside that space, I’m literally the quietest person in the room.

Then there was this one time when I met my daddy. Doon ko talaga na-realize.

The room wasn’t soundproof. Tahimik lang daoat, but at some point he gently covered my mouth because apparently my voice was getting a little too loud for the thin walls.

Yung ganun ako ka-expressive without realizing it...

It’s not something I plan or perform. It just happens when I’m completely in the moment. May ex ngako kahit nasa hotel naman kami uncomfy sya sa ganun. Sabi nya ang ingay ko daw baka naririnig na ako sa labas.

So now I’m curious.

Turn off ba sa inyo when a girl is naturally loud… or is it better when you know she’s not holding anything back?