A shameless bastard child

I am a shameless bastard child a bastard nothing else

Watch my parents making out from the ages of 1-13 rather an forced ful sex after my father used to beat my mother mercilessly could hear and feel everything in the same room

Whenever my father used to hugged me after getting drunk it made me uncomfortable inappropriate and he used to say words like motherfucker bitch and prostitute in my ears to my mom

Mfs become hypersexual at the age of 7 started doing excessive masturbation on pillow and my elder sister doll

By the age of 12 become crazy for sex and wanted to do with anybody to release mine energy

Initiated the sex to elder 18 year old boy then got abused

Then it become addiction then started having sex with boys of mine age and done from the ages of 12-18

Become abuser myself at the age of 16

Fucked up on my sexuality

I had sex with women and transwomen as well

I am a bastard child I hate myself