Confession story

Here is me I can't tell you my name but my story has a lot of chapters , now my life is totally massed-up , my ex is getting married and it's been more than 2 years we broke up and I already moved on but he didn't, when we met after long time he hugged me and he was holding my hand without saying any word,he said he wants to meet me but I refused to meet him actually I was making excuses that time and then I came back to my home and unblocked him , I text him and he was he wants to talk to me until he get merried and he said he didn't end up things perfectly, and he said if I'll not do this then he will hug me infront of everyone, but he is getting merried, this is crazy, I had to say yes to this but now he is not massaging me and this is making me crazy because i think he is planning something, hope so it's just my over thinking but I can't get rid of this . This is what happened Now here is my inner voice-. Before some time I also wanted to talk to him and be with him but when time passed life changed I ment someone be become my bf but I naver loved him but the person whom I love the most can't be mine because i know him because of someone and that person is too close to me , but I love him I mean the person I love the most and I know we can't be together we don't Evan talk to each other and we naver met before, I saw him in market only once still my heart beat just want him, he always comes into my dream when I wanted to cry, i cried in my dream in front him . And that's the reason I can't be with my ex because i love someone so deeply and my bf is not my bf now because he always knew I don't love him but now we broke and and become a good friend This is all massed-up Please tell me what should I do???