Is it even worth it anymore?

Currently my spring semester of my freshman year and this is hitting harder than usual man. I’m a first generation student currently trying to pursue an associates degree in Environmental Science (at a 2 year school since it’s much cheaper than anything else) and I just feel so stupid compared to everyone here. I’ve grown this sort of dependence on AI that I’m so mad at myself for using especially since it can cost me my degree. I’m in a study pod rn just crying trying to find a reason to even keep going here. I wanna just shut the world out and never come back dude. Fuck my chemistry class especially for making me feel absolutely worthless. Had the most sleepless and stressful night last night which ended with me getting only 50 minutes of sleep (I usually only get about 3) so I’m even more stressed. I don’t know man is it just me or is anyone else going through the same. I feel so isolated and alone with this man. (I’m sorry for the sort of all over the place approach I to this post, my thoughts are beyond scrambled).