F23 failed being a good Muslimah during Ramadan and turned SuhoorFest into CumFest

So it’s true what they say… suhoorfest really is fitnah fest. I’m back in my hometown for a few weeks and I’m trying to be a good girl during Ramadan, but I failed halfway in. This past weekend my friends and I went to a Suhoor fest. One of my ex was also there ands we ran into each other and started talking. Things got flirty and we ended up hanging out and talking in his car. Now I was so horny cause I’ve gone almost 2 weeks without sex. There was a lot of sexual energy and we just couldn’t resist. Before I knew it, his hands were under my abaya and mine were around his cock. Soon my mouth was too and he stripped me naked until I was only in my hijab and bra. I rode him while he muttered what a dirty Muslim slut I was letting her ex fuck her in the backseat during Ramadan. Those words only turned me on more. I told him he didn’t even know just how dirty I was and the things I let guys do to my ass. He was shocked bc he’d never fucked my ass while we were together and was shocked to learn I do anal now. He pulled out and flipped us so I was under him and started begging me to let him use my ass. He said he’d never done anal with another Muslim girl and he’d be honored if I let him fuck my ass. I was so horny so I agreed. He kissed me and told me to turn around and get on all fours and I gladly obliged. He used his spit as lube and slowly slid his big cock in my ass. The way he moaned was so incredible, telling me how good I felt and how tight my ass was, how he wanted to cum inside me. He started going faster and pounded me harder until he came deep in my ass. That made me cum hard too. His cum was dripping from my ass so he took a napkin to clean me up. He thanked me for being his first anal and kissed me on the forehead, got me dressed, and said Ramadan mabrook before dropping me off back to my friend group.