Took it like a champ…almost (true story)

I prepared for a few days, mentally, before going over to my regular Dom Top’s apartment. I knew what was expected of me: total submission, being bound, probably blindfolded, throat and ass fucked till HE was done. I was determined to take it, focus on HIM, not resist but lean into it no matter what. To the end.

Started out great. Stripped and got on my knees right away as he motioned me over to his thick, dark, throbbing dick. Licked and sucked his balls and loved it. Quickly got on the bed, on my back, head over the edge, while he strapped my wrists to the corners, mouth and throat open and ready for that deep throat fucking. Eagerly rimmed his hole, sucked his balls, and took his dick deep, held my breath while massaging his dick with my throat. Let him keep it there for as long as he wanted. He backed off so I could breathe. But not because I showed any signs of panic. I took it, and savored it, and let him know I wanted more.

He came around and got in position to fuck, pulled my legs up on my shoulders. I rolled my eyes back, smiled and moaned as he entered me slowly at first then picked up the pace. It hurt alittle but I didn’t let him know it. He bent my legs and came in closer. Pain and discomfort. But I only showed him that I wanted more (which I really did). And even at this point I was taking it much better (and enjoying it more) that I had previous times.

He flipped me over, reattached my wrist straps and positioned me on my knees for some doggy style. I leaned back into it. Opened my hole and arched my back. I was able to mostly relax and enjoy it as his sweat dripped down on my back. He was pushing in hard and deep. This went on for a while but I didn’t whine or resist. I breathed through it. I was taking it and loving it.

Then, wrists unbound and back on my back with a pillow placed under my rear. I knew what was coming when he said, “Massage my nipples.” Wouldn’t be long now. I gently massaged his nips while he hammered into me, picking up the pace and driving harder. THIS is when I couldn’t take it. Really tried to focus on his nipples. But his dick was growing and he was not holding back! And then I said those words I didn’t want to say, “Don’t think I can take it,” and I tried to push his legs back. Of course he didn’t stop (and I didn’t really want him to). He wanted to cum. He was going to cum. But DAMN that moment felt like forever! And then I felt that throbbing and pulsing inside me. His breath slowed and he stopped, and we enjoyed that calm.

I really want to be able to take him alllll the way to the end. Any advice from bottoms (or tops) who’ve been there?

Thanks!