Care By Design: is it usually hard to find?

I'm still fairly new to CBD, but a while back I discovered Care By Design's 40:1 blend, and it's really helpful for dealing with anxiety. I initially started with the tincture and it worked great, but the taste and mouthfeel are disgusting, so I decided to switch to softgels. However, finding them is really tricky. Is this a usual thing? Debating going back to the tincture as it's less expensive and easier to locate.

I've been trying out other brands in case it becomes totally unavailable, but nothing I've tried so far gives me the same relief.