23 M I wish there was an older woman to give me a massage

Recently I've been attracted to older woman and hope that some day I meet a really dominate one that massages me well and takes control of me. Like I want her to have her breast smothering my face while she grabs my cock and strokes me hard. I want to be out in a trance while she tells me how much she loves doing this to me. She can even use me as a personal dildo while she holds me down and it gets me really feral picturing her juicy ass bouncing up and down on me