I can't take it anymore

I fucking hate my life and I hate the fact that I can't do anything about it even more. I fell into deep depression due to my family's misogynistic ideas and religious beliefs.

I can't even talk about this with other people because no one can understand me, only a really small percentage of people can and they're already too stressed out to deal with another person's problems so I don't wanna bother them.

I just wish I had even little bit of freedom in my shitty life. I can't study freely, I can't have a job, I can't buy what I want or need, I can't paint/draw what I like, I can't have friends, I can't go outside, and I can't even fucking CRY in peace. Everytime I say (say, not ask) I want to do something my parents find the most absurd excuse to lock me inside this stupid home.

I just hate this life. I can't even do anything about it legally because they don't use violence and they will start acting like they're the victims and I'm a criminal when I all I want is freedom.