Getting that mental hurdle of tasting your own cum for the first time.

Hey guys, I am sure this question has been asked before but I like to get your feedback on this.

In the past couple of years I have begun to develop a curiosity on what my cum taste like, but post nut clarity means I always chicken out from tasting it. One time I even cum in a glass with the intention of drinking it, but even that time I chickened out trying it.

I am not sure if it makes any difference that i am straight, and I LOVE to cum in my partner's mouth (if they happen to let me, but my most recent ex hated it) and on their face, so it is only fair I think if I at least know the cum that i make is as good as it can be.

How do you get over that first time of trying it. Is it like taking bad medicine and just go for it? Does it get better the more you try?

p.s. I tried my pre-cum, I don't mind it.