I’m afraid that I ruined myself

I used to have a stroke/wank every day for quite a while. I looked up wonderful porn and connections on Reddit to get off to. I loved every second of it and got turned on very easily, Cumming multiple times a day whilst I got into more and more stuff. It really is a safe space to get to and let myself completely go whilst I keep pumping like a mad animal!

But something changed since a week or 2, it almost feels like i did it too much and now my need is gone! I’m scared that I overstimulated myself too much and now nothing turns me on anymore. It seems like i lost the spark and tension, and it feels shitty to be fair. Because it always Felt so good and trusted to feel like this and let myself completely go and deprave myself more and more. But I cant get back to that feeling, have i gone too far? Have I really ruined myself ??