I feel like I'm finally getting the hang of it

I don't know why I felt the desire to share this, but I've been really proud of myself. I was SA'ed a few years ago and while it deeply hindered me mentally, it took a big toll on my physical enjoyment.

My bf and I have been together for over a year and had sex many times. After moving in together, I've noticed I've been performing a lot better in bed and been able to physically enjoy being in the moment too. It's been easier for me to "get it in" without fearing penetration (I struggled and had a lot of bad emotions about that for a long time). We've been able to enjoy our sex by trying new positions as well. We both feel satisified, and it's such a great feeling. I feel like this is a really good breakthrough for me. For those who can relate, I promise it does and will get better <3