I (39 M) fucked my ex, then my gf in the same night.

Long time lurker, first time posting haha. Not entirely sure how to write this, so I’m just kind of word vomiting. Here goes nothing.

This happened a few years ago. My ex wife and I were separated at the time, but we lived down the street from each other, made it easier for our kids. Although we were heading for divorce, we’d still fuck every now and then.

My gf at the time was coming over one night, when I got a text from my ex, saying she was horny, and wanted my cock. Not my proudest moment, but my ex knew exactly how to fuck me, and I was horny too.

As soon as my gf got to my house, I told her I had to run over to my exes, for an issue with one of my kids. Headed over, went right up to her bedroom, bent her over, and fucked the shit out of her. She wanted it rough and dirty, so I grabbed her hair, pushed her face into the pillow so her moans and screams wouldn’t wake our kids and pounded her from behind.

Once we were done, I snuck out while she fell asleep, got back home, and apologized to my gf for taking longer than I thought.

My gf was turned on cause I was being a “good dad”, so we start making out. I didn’t want her to know I had just got done fucking my ex, so before she had a chance to suck my cock, I got her on her knees on the floor in my living room, bent over, and fucked her the same way I just fucked my ex. Pulling her hair, and pounding her from behind. But this time I wanted to hear every moan with every stroke.

Eventually we made our way to my bed, where she got on top, and I couldn’t help but fill her with my cum. We laid together, and she fell asleep while I cuddled her.

It was a shitty thing for me to do, and I felt bad, knowing what I just did with my ex, but at the same time, I was really turned on thinking about fucking my gf the same way I just fucked my ex, just an hour before.

We didn’t last ultimately, but it was a mutual end. I’m with someone else now, and would never dream of cheating on or doing anything like this to them. They are amazing, and literally my dream sexual partner lol; but I do think about that time every now and then, and thought I’d share.